I've been having a lot of mood swings lately, especially these past two days. I don't know what's gotten into me. It seems like I don't want to talk anyone and I get pissed so easily, even to my friends. And every time I think of love's day, I feel like crying. And again, I had a petty quarrel with my dear lover.

I was so disappointed when he told me we wouldn't be able to go out this 14th because he's going to church. I'm not against him going to church, but it just sucks cause it's one of my most awaited day this 2010 - most importantly, it's my first time to celebrate Valentine's with a special someone rather my friends or families. And I guess he didn't realize it is that important to me. I can't even tell this to my friends that I'm not going out with him this Sunday because I know for sure, they'd laugh a little, then ask me why and I don't want to explain anything.

This really sucks cause I feel really really bad about it. Guess, I'll watch that Valentine's movie alone.. as usual.