Friday, August 25, 2006
Doing Great
Everybody thinks i'm doing great in everything. But they don't have any idea what i'm going through all these times.

Do you really wanna know what i'm feeling right now?

Nothing. Completely blank.

I'm typing out of nothing. I'm typing because i just felt i love it. I'm typing because i want to.

This is just another day of my life. Another typical day. Another usual day of my empty life.

I want to say i'm really doing great. But i just couldn't. I want to lie to myself that i'm okay. But i know i'm not.

Lies are just another part of my life. I've been good in that. Sometimes, i consider it as my talent.

But you know what bugs me everyday of my life?

Its when i sleep every night, that evrything's flashed through my mind. Its when i sleep at night that i learn to know that i can lie to the world, but not to myself.

Sometimes, i really want to be just "myself."

I want those people with great expectations to me disappear at my very eyes. I want all people to accept me as what i simply am. I want the world to see me differently.

But i know that'll not gonna happen.

I'm really feeling nothing today. Not happy, sad nor jealous.






















I know at this very night again, when i'm about to sleep at my bed all alone, i'm gonna break down and cry. :(
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Kim
That's my big name, as you can see. I'm 19 and lately, I smile less and less. There's something about life that I can't take in. Still though, I'm gonna be successful someday. I don't know when and what exactly.(;

Beach bum. Writer. Driver. Vain. Music-lover. Artist.
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